Sunday, May 17, 2009
May 17
Saturday, May 16, 2009
May 16
Friday, May 15, 2009
May 15
Thursday, May 14, 2009
May 14
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
On Motortaxis and The Art of [un]feeling (May 13)
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
May 12
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
May 11
Sunday, May 10, 2009
May 10
May 9
Last night I surrendered my blanket to Gabe because he is sleeping on the fu, and I got this little blanket from Alan that is about as wide as I am (like 18 inches at the most). But I think, hey it’ s okay, because I am living in Thailand, and it will be hot. FALSE. I woke up like five or six times throughout the night because I was SO COLD from the A/C. Because of that, after I woke up this morning, I was doing my devotions and crashed from 8-11 to catch up on the sleep I lost last night. When I woke up, I didn’t feel too good. I went for a walk, and REALLY didn’t feel good. I felt a little better before lunch, but again after I felt really sick. I spent about 2 hours in the room and eventually the feeling passed, Thank the Lord. Thank you for your prayers, it’s times like this when I’m really grateful I have people praying for me. I could have been a lot sicker that what I was.
In the afternoon, we went to a Buddhist temple across the street and got to take a look around. I got some really cool pictures, and then my camera decided to get stuck trying to zoom in, so I can no longer take any pictures! I have a little less than two weeks here and have barely taken any photos yet, so I am NOT HAPPY. Pray that Jesus heals it J. Anyway, we hiked to the top of the mountain where there was the “footprint of Buddha” and it was a cool view. We came back down and played some soccer with the people from the church (it took me a while to realize it was shirts v. skins…after I kicked it the wrong way several times I kind of figured it out). I think we lost; I couldn’t tell if you scored when you hit the goal cage or actually made it in. Then we went swimming in the ocean – which feels like bathwater it is so warm! Some kids wanted me to swim out with them to where the water is colder – we swam way out, got tired, and realized that the water doesn’t get colder ha. We swam back, started up a game where we threw the ball back and forth in a circle, and that entertained us for about an hour and a half. It helped me in practicing counting to ten in Thai…because we rarely got past 10 without someone dropping it. I know, suffering for Jesus on the Gulf of Thailand…someone has to do it I guess.
Dinner was good, and mild (Thank God!) and my stomach took it easy. It was a really good chicken and rice (rice at EVERY MEAL!) But I would much rather have this rice than beans and rice in Latin America – the food is so much better here! Hallesanto! After dinner, I finished watching “Finding Nemo” before the service. Service was “Holy Spirit Night.” My favorite part was clapping on beats 1 & 3 to “My Life is in You, Lord.” That was during the 25 minute after service joy songs part. One thing that they do in Pentecostal services here is copy what they’ve seen elsewhere, without the particular reason. Alan goes as far to say that they copy it, and copy it badly. So, normally, when someone is “slain in the Spirit,” some churches cover the ladies with a blanket to make sure they’re not indecent. However, here, everyone seems to be getting a blanket, and the blanket Nazi would be freaking out if there wasn’t enough blankets for the guys. They didn’t really need them tho – but he thinks everyone needs it. And they courteously fall down all the time to be respectful, so everyone goes down. Youth Camp in the States, I feel, is going to actually be a little refreshing compared to this. But God really moved, and we got to pray for the young people tonight, and it was good. I’m seeing how “corrective” sometimes missionaries have to be, as Alan has been sharing on 1 Corinthians 14 and using the gifts of the Spirit correctly. It’s definitely teaching me a lot.
Gabe has hurt his foot with a swollen blister, so he left the service early. As soon as the revival cheering was over, I left too, and we’re hitting the sack a little early tonight. Tomorrow’s the last day L but looking forward to being back in Bangkok! Thanks for the prayers! Keep em coming!
May 8
Good, full day today. After blogging late into the night, I didn’t get much sleep before waking up at 6:30 to leave at 7:15 for our beach retreat. I packed hurriedly and forgot to pack my Bible or toothpaste. Ugh. But all is well in spite of my forgetfulness. We got to the place and loaded into this van thing that fit like 12 people in, but it was NOT a 15 passenger van, so we were pretty squished. That was fun. I tried to sleep. One hour into the trip, we stop. Oh yeah, I think we’re there. Except not. Because we got out at this rest stop to go to the bathroom. Seriously. This better not happen when I’m on Chosen. I woke up sweating and then I had to walk around for another 30 minutes before we left. Thais like the journey more than the destination, so they really took their good old time at this rest stop. Wish I would have known that.
We got back in the van after 30 minutes into the “cool air” (which is really not cold, its like blowing the vent) in the car, and two hours later I woke up and we were here at the resort. That was nice. I vaguely remember hearing Alan yipping in Thai and all the tones as I was sleeping. I had some weird dream…I can’t remember it now, but I woke up at one point totally disillusioned as to where I was. Weird.
Anyway, so we get to the resort. After we get here, we got these complimentary red drinks that tasted like Robitussin. It was gross. I downed it fast. Then we got settled in our room and went for a walk to explore. Parts of the sand smell like poop. I said, “Smells like poop. Looks like poop.” Gabe said only one question remains. I said, “Does it taste like poop?” He looked at me and said, “No, that is NOT the question.” The question really was, “Whose is it?” Oh, I got a good laugh out of that one. Anyway, after that, Gabe & I went to get lunch at a nearby shack, where they were selling Gui-taeo, Seafood style. I don’t know why, but I always wanted to know what shrimp looked like with their heads on. Well, I didn’t have to wonder anymore after today, because I had to eat shrimp, heads and legs and all today (minus the tail) in my soup. Gabe had octopi in his. I declined the 8 legged creatures though. After we had lunch, we had some free time to just walk around. I took some pictures with my camera which STILL has sand in it from Israel (STUPID STUPID SAND – and stupid me for never getting it fixed) so some of the pictures have dumb spots on them. After that I did some devos and work for my internship class. Oh, and you want to know HOW I did my devos without my Bible? I’m so glad you asked. I used my Gideon New Testament, available in Thai and parallel English translation, courtesy of (yes, you guessed it) the Gideons! I was pretty stoked actually when I found out the Gideons did international Bibles.
Dinner was at 6pm. We had good chicken curry over rice with tum yum or something like that. It’s a seafood dish soup, and it was really good. I’m not sure what exactly was in it – and I’ve learned not to ask. We also had EGGS (I have learned to celebrate whenever we have eggs) and pineapple, which I kind of actually like. I know, coming from the kid who doesn’t like fruit. I’m still not really keen on the texture, but I like the flavor. I drank a LOT of water to help with the curry – I really like it, but I forget about how much my mouth HATES me AFTER I eat it. It’s like the feeling I used to get when I ate BBQ chips as a kid – it hurt to exhale because my mouth burned so much. That’s kind of how it is with this.
I had a really good talk with Alan tonight at dinner about family life on the missions field. Alan reminds me of my personality…a lot. And if I still have energy like this at 52, I’ll be surprised, and thankful. We talked about schooling your kids, and what staying at home with the kids looks like, and choosing a spouse that compliments your talents, and saying NO. I have to work on the saying “no” part still, but it was a really good talk about not being totally stressed because you’ll always have more ministry than you’re capable of doing. I need to learn that my ministry should flow out of my family life and my life with Jesus, and not be all these tasks I feel like I HAVE to accomplish. It was a really solid discussion time.
Church service at 7. Mind you, it’s completely in Thai, so I really know nothing of what’s going on in it. One of the first things they did was this blacklight presentation. It started out really cool – the sun came up, and so did the clouds, and then these birds or butterflies (if you think Napoleon Dynamite you’re on the right track) and then flowers and then a tree with an apple. So I’m thinking, Oh, classic human video with Adam and Eve eating the fruit. Well, who I think is Eve comes out in all white (obviously, it’s a blacklight show) and dances amidst the flowers and birds and clouds and sun and tree and has a grand old time. Then she leaves. And the music gets darker. DUM DUM DUM. Then Satan comes out. With GLOWING RED HORNS. That part made me chuckle. Satan made the sun, clouds, flowers, birds, and tree go away so everything was black again. Then he had this evil laugh that made me laugh inappropriately. I did it quietly, in my defense. Then “Eve” comes back out to a dark and fallen world, and Satan has left. She’s in so much despair, so she falls on her knees and prays. I’m thinking…ENTER JESUS. And she’s still praying. SO ENTER JESUS. Nothing. JESUS!!!! Nope. She eventually gets up, resurrects the flowers, the sun, the clouds, the birds, and the tree. And then she goes out into the audience and starts beckoning people to see what’s coming. And I see the back of this sign (its black obviously) and I’m like OOOH ITS JESUS VIA A SIGN! And the music is swelling and we’re all ready for Jesus…and as the music resounds in the final note they turn the sign around and it says: WELCOME. End skit.
I found it very amusing that Jesus got the axe in the human video. But that’s just me.
Anyway, the rest of the service went well. Worship, the sermon (at least I think it did, but I can’t speak the language). Oh, at one point, they were talking about teams or something and they say “Joshua” so I raise my hand and wave. Yeah, apparently, I’m on a sports team tomorrow and they’re all heroes of the Bible and I’m on team Joshua…but they weren’t talking about me. So now I feel like an idiot haha. Anyway, so at the altar time, people are praying and getting touched, and they start singing this song about this being the year of the Lord’s favor. And I’m like…alright this is tight (there are English subtitles underneath the Thai words on the screen). The next slide says, “This is the year of the Lord’s vengeance.” I just look at Gabe, and he looks at me. Interesting culture we have here.
Anyway, so the service eventually closes out. Oh, one more thing. So we have these Secret Pals at this camp, and we’re supposed to do nice things for them without them knowing we did the things for them. I have some old Thai lady. I don’t know how I’m supposed to do nice things for her when I don’t speak her language nor can I communicate with any of her friends, so that’s where the missionary might come in. My secret pal sent someone to give me hot chocolate tonight. That was cool.
Haha, if I sound like I’m being critical, I’m really not. I’m thoroughly amused at the differences in culture, but in no way am I trying to be condescending. I just had a very humorous day and thought I’d like to share that with you all. Tomorrow we have prayer meetings and more services and an “organized time of games” where we get to wear bright lime green shirts. Brighter than the Kidstuf green shirts. No lie.
So thank you for the prayers. I know I don’t have internet this entire weekend so you’re probably reading this a few days late, but I am doing very well. The Lord is good and I am blessed. I’ll be in touch soon!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
May 7
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
May 6
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
May 5
Monday, May 4, 2009
Day 4 - May 4
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Day 3 - May 3
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Day 2 - May 2
Friday, May 1, 2009
Travel Day
This morning I got up around 8 after deciding I didn’t feel like packing and/or finishing my modern missions movement hw. Mom and I (well, more of Mom than I) ran the washer til about 2am to get the clothes washed I wanted, and we finished packing in the morning. Dad and I left this morning around 9AM for JFK Airport. I lost my wallet right before I left, again, Mom found it. I need to stop losing things. Seriously.
So we get to the airport in a good amount of time, and I didn’t have to wait long for the plane. I have to admit, though, it was really rough before I went thru the terminal. I was standing with my Dad, and all I could say was “Dad, I’m really scared.” It’s not easy moving out in the will of God, especially when you’re traveling halfway around the world by yourself. Maybe something deeper was happening, but in the terminal, waiting for the plane, it was just me, my tears, and the Lord. And although I think I am not strong enough, His power is make perfect in our weakness.
So then I got on the 15 hour flight. It wasn’t nearly as bad as I expected it to me. There are about 100 movies to choose from, so that was good. I did a little work for Kidstuf and Modern Missions Movement, finishing up the course. They fed us lunch around hour 2, and then we really didn’t get much else to eat for a long time. They would do water runs hourly, and my throat was totally parched with the dry cabin air. One time I snagged a Ramen Noodle, took 2 bites, and was like…yeah I’m done with this. I had to use chopsticks to eat it. Thinking back now, I think I was like half asleep in trying to eat it, because I can’t remember it very well, and it was only a couple of hours ago. I sat next to a girl who goes to the University of Pittsburgh, but she is from Beijing. We had some good conversation.
Ok, the story everyone’s waiting for. Around the 11th hour of the flight (foreshadowing…dum dum dum!) I can’t sleep. I feel like I haven’t really fallen asleep for the entire flight, and all of the sudden I feel a little nauseous. I thought it might be a good idea to go ask the stewardess for some Dramamine or something to knock me out. So I got up, walked four rows back to the back of the plane, and asked the stewardess if she had any medication. She asked me to repeat myself (all of the stewardesses are bilingual in English and Chinese) and I started to, and the next thing I remember all the little Chinese stewardesses are lifting me off the ground and putting me in a seat. I had passed out! I now find this very amusing (I kind of did then too – I was like wow what a story – except I was also hoping I wasn’t going to throw up, because I felt like it). They gave me a hot cup of sugar water to drink and took my pulse. Then they gave me Kit Kats and sugar cookie biscuit things, and THEN they made me a hot sandwich. The head stewardess from first class came back to talk to me and after eating all the food I felt better. I think I just had low blood sugar or something. After an hour or so of sitting back there, they gave me a Tylenol or some weird equivalent and I went back to my seat. For the rest of the flight, they kept asking me if I was feeling better. Haha. Note to Reader: Don’t freak out, I’m laughing at myself about the whole situation and I am fine now.
We had dinner an hour before we got off the plane. The food is actually not that bad. I had some good Asian roasted pork for dinner and I think I had chicken for lunch. I’m not sure tho – it was like 16 hours ago. Got off the plane, navigated safely through Hong Kong International Airport, got the rest of my schoolwork done, IMed my mom, and took about 6 cough drops. Hong Kong wanted all passangers who were staying in Hong Kong to fill out a health survey about if you had a cough, fever, etc etc because of the swine flu. I’m getting over a cold and I prayed the whole time I wouldn’t cough in the airport. I think I’ll be fine.
I finish the paper literally 10 min before I have to board the plane. I start walking back to the gate, and when I go to board, they say, sir, you’ve been reassigned a seat. When I arrive on the plane, my “new seat” is in the BUSINESS CLASS! Classy! We had REAL FOOD for dinner (I would have taken a picture but my camera is up above me) chicken and green beans and French beans and rice I think (rice comes with everything) and I had this non-alcoholic mixed drink that the airline is known for…something with rosebud water and plums. Was not that good, let me just say. The guy next to me likes to sing under his breath, and I think he’s Hindu, but he’s sleeping now so I can’t ask him. He had a special dietary meal. I have leg room, a chair that REALLY reclines..it is awesome. I always thought it would be so cool to be reassigned to first class…well business class is at least one step up. I’d love to be bumped up for my 15 hour flight. So Lord, thanks for blessing me. If you want to help it happen again, I’m not opposed at all. J
That’s about it. At the house now. Staying with Gabe, the other intern. Really excited from talking with Alan, the missionary. I’m tired tho. Going to bed. The Lord’s been faithful – got a free meal on the first flight and business class on the second. Definitely can’t complain. So excited for what’s to come. Thanks for the prayers. I’ll update you all soon.